I loved you once, when we were kids and dreaming about the future.
I loved you once, when we were naive and looking for adventure.
I loved you once, when we were little and still have lisp.
I loved you once, before everything burned and we're left with smoke wisp.
I loved them all once.
I loved the boy who made me laugh and laugh and laugh all the long damn day.
I loved the boy who accompanied me all through the stupid nights with witty banters and intelligent conversations.
I loved the boy who taught me how to walk the unaccountable kilometers of the city we used to live.
I loved the boy who convinced me to threw all cautions to the wind and follow him home.
I loved the boy who taught me how to be tough, how to be awesome.
I loved them all. Once, and not so long ago.
When did I stop?
I don't know.
Maybe after that time he hung me up to dry on that special night when I felt like the stupidest person on earth.
Maybe after ....
Come to think of it, every love ended after they left me feel like the stupidest person on earth.