There are moments where I am so tired of myself, and tired of being talk about or talking to. Tired.
There are moments where I just want to somehow disappear from everyone's conscious. There are moments where I just want to escape, from everyone. Everyone.
Somehow, I just want to ceased to be, stop being, no longer exist. For a period of time, at least.
People tires me. Sometimes.
I feel I'm just this big ball of nerves that annoy everyone, which is why I say sorry for being myself all the time. Anxiety, I guess.
I tire myself. Most of the time.